i do still love you so
so much that it hurts.
it hurts so much to think of your eyes looking into mine
your hands on my waist
your breath so close i can feel it
to think of those things that are no more
that only live in my memories.
past words that you said to me
i believed them all then
promises to stay by my side
to grow old together
confessions of your love for me that you said was one that would last forever.
“you are my one love”
yes, well, you are my one love, my dear.
i believe all these things still
because i feel them in my heart.
i may not be assured of them by you
but i know commitment for you
it was what i risked my heart for and why i put it all down.
these things are true
they are true for me
the sad part is that they may not be for you.